MEMORIES AND MOMENTS

I know I've been MIA for a while (while being an understatement) but I guess I'm back. Not making any promises,
But,

Hiiiiii!!!!

Its been quite a while, hasn't it? It literally feels like I blinked and it's already six months gone of 2018.
I've graduated since and been through hell and back, learnt a whole lot of stuff about just everything (be grateful for what you have people)
This is just a little catch up blog post about what I've been up too so far, maybe even a favorites.

Books
I've been reading a lot for a while now (perks of having vacations) but one book that's still stuck in my head is definitely Without Merit - Colleen Hoover I mean how and why does she do it. It's  always that her books are so unpredictable (in the best way OBVIOUSLY) but if I could I would give out one book to everyone I know because this book deals with such an important issue. When you read the plot it seems like a book of just another girl dealing with issues but it's so not that ordinary.

Dramas
Okay *sigh*
Those who know me, they're well aware that I'm miserably obsessed with korean dramas. (Sorry Mom)
That stage where you can't help but involuntarily talk in korean (what broken Korean language you've picked up) yeah I'm at that stage.
What I'm watching right now
Something in the rain
Weightlifting fairy Kim bok Joo
And am gonna start Bride of Haebak (yes Honey I will)

Music
I'll just give you the playlist
Forever Young - Blackpink
Du Du Du - Blackpink
Stand by your man - Tammy Wynette (Blame it on Something in the rain)
If we ever meet again - Timbaland ft. Katy Perry (it's not new but a personal favorite)

Memories
I've hung out with friends (it's seriously laughable, the amount of times I meet my friends but ok) and collected few memories, its always nice to sit around, joke and laugh once in a while but these memories have really had me quite obsessed with Polaroids (ahh you should see my Pinterest 😂)

Anyways that's all for today.
Thanks a lot for sticking around for so long.
I'll try and post as much as possible.
Show this post some love, comment down below about what you're loving currently.
And if you love kdramas please I'm open for discussion 😂.
I really hope you enjoyed this post.
Hope you have a great rest of your week.
Byeee.

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STILL A KID.

Hi!!!
First of all happy children's day if you're a child; if not, my condolences (lol) growing up is a task now isn't it?
Anyways,
I wrote this piece a while back, but I had to -had to post it because it fit so well with today.
So I hope you enjoy and reminisce all those amazing things you did as a child.

"Im still a kid at heart

I still run and look out the window

When I hear the sound of a helicopter passing over my house

Then lean a little more over the railing

Because I can't find where it is.

I still draw the sun at the corner of the sheet

Maybe sometimes between the mountains.

I still count over my fingers

Although calculators do the job just fine.

I still get excited over gifts

I still get happy when eating a cone of ice cream

I still have the urge to jump in the rain

Without worrying about getting stains on my white jeans.

I still feel like playing the keys to the piano at a toy store , 

maybe even run away from it when it starts playing weird tunes.

I still touch furs on soft toys like they are the silkiest thing in the world.

I still secretly wish for a bouncy castle as a home.

I still get excited about every Disney movie.

Magicians still astound me. 

I still hold my mom's hand while walking on the street with her because it makes me feel safe even if I've grown taller to her.

I still wish upon a star.

I still believe it'll come true.

I still wish all those fantasy world's were true and I live in this reality just fine with the thought of it.

This kiddish heart of mine just won't agree to grow up, quite honestly I don't want it too."

Im here now aren't I? Haha.
I know I've been MIA. (I won't give any excuses I can already hear you saying them for me).
But don't worry I might just bombard you with posts this week, you never know.
Oh! Let me know how you liked the post in the comments below?
I'll see you when I'll see you.
Have a great day. :)

ONE.

Hiiiii!
Good Morning.
Ok so the other day I was reading a book and mind you it wasn't a novel, it was a studying book- a text book, (yeah I'm not very found of those kind of things) lol.
Anyways so there was a page missing at the end,
And all I could think was it's a small "one thing" that could complete it or leave it unfinished.
It's always just one thing essential to complete a whole.
Even as people.
Wherever you are
You're one, In a crowd of more than a million
Nonchalantly living unaware of the fact about how essential you are.
A small part, of a bigger picture
The picture that won't ever be complete without you in it.
The whole that'll look broken if a piece of you isn't in it.
Walking on the side walk, Among fifty other people; you can't comprehend how important it is for you to be where your going.
Standing in the middle of a crowd, At a concert of thousands of people; all of you screaming to the same beat - belting out the lyrics; the noise would be softer if even one was missing.
Everyone and everything is that one to a whole and so important for something or someone that we don't even realize.
Like take a character in a movie if he isn't there there's a very high chance the movies just gonna be bleh.
All I'm saying is it's just that one bit left for completion of everything in your life, look for it and who knows you'll find your whole :)

I hope you loved this piece.
Write down in the comments what is the first thought that crossed your mind after reading this. (Oh this'll be fun)
Hope you have a beautiful week ahead.
I'll be here next Monday. :)
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Weekly Obsessions Part 2

Hiiiii you guys!!!!!

Good Morning.

I know you're feeling the #mondayblues , I'm feeling a bucket load of it as well. I mean it's Monday for crying out loud.

But no worries I've still got a post for you.

This week even though I'm in the middle of back-to-college-week, most of you know how stressful it can be; but these weekly obsessions are something I can't ever leave, sorry nope.

Books
This week I've been reading two books, The Bad boy and the Tom Boy - I know how cheesy but this book is actually funny and since it has around 86 chps (I've been reading it for a while now), and the next is Ocean Deep, Note to this author : UPDATE SOON BECAUSE THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME.
Also Without Merit - Colleen Hoover is out, it's on my wishlist.

Songs
I'm just gonna give it to you like my mini playlist.
He like that - Fifth Harmony.
DNA - BTS.
Mic Drop - BTS.
Best of me - BTS. (It's mainly BTS)
Dusk till Dawn - Zayn & Sia (The notes, Dear God!!!).

Shows
This week I've been obsessed with Korean drama's (even though one of my friend tells me I take ages to finish a whole season - I just like to take my time also the networks too slow lol) anyways,
I'm currently watching She was pretty and The Heirs (I can multitask well mom it just has to be something I like)

Writing.
This week there have been lot of celebrations, which means lot of family time also I've been on a vacation so I've been home more than usual. So I just wrote something for this lovely lot.

"A family may be dysfunctional 

But they are the only pieces that can solve your puzzle

The only pieces that hold you together

The only pillars that hold you tall

The only parts that complete your picture.

They'd bend your vices untill​ it breaks

And mould your strengths so you don't shake

A family may be dysfunctional

But they're perfect for you."

Alrighty!
I think that's it!
I'm sorry the posts are so abrupt.
But I'm just caught up in things right now.
Hope you enjoyed this post.
Let me know in the comments what are your weekly obsessions.
I'll cya next Monday :)

OCTOBER BEGINNINGS.

First of all let me be cliché.

HELLO OCTOBER!!!🍁

Sorry not sorry.

Anyways you kinda get what this post is about.

Great news is winter is here, even greater news is I've already caught a slight cold, perfect!! No but I'm genuinely excited because "you need to read my previous post for that", so here we go with October Goals.

Start something new  I'm super excited for this month, all the things I await may/hopefully start happening.
I get back to studies.
Ahhh this month I'm gonna have to follow a schedule, have to get out of the house 'because I have to be somewhere'.
My vacation ends and surprisingly I'm relieved it did.
Love the smell of new beginnings no matter how strong the urge is to run back home and sleep.

The eventuality of everything is change, irony is that it's the only constant.

Since I'm "getting out", and all those home loving humans reading this know the actual struggle of it, so while I'm at it I'm gonna try and work on my social skills and actually make friends out of the digital screen. (This inspired me because I read a blog post about it.) - Longing for real life friendships in a digital world. -

Get back to what you love   I'm gonna try really hard on updating my Instagram lmao. (God knows it's in dire need of it)

Branch out   Carry on my addiction for Korean dramas, yes I have an addiction, given the number of them I've watched I know it doesn't seem so but I know I am, and I don't care tbh. Lol.

Just Be   Sail the positivity boat because God knows we've been swimming out on the other side. Hopefully you see the sun. Which reminds me I'm gonna be writing more, god I miss it, and I know you guys liked my Blog Post #6.

There you go those are the things I will try and do this month!

Hope I've been able to inspire/get you to stop procastinating about something you wanna do 😂.
What are you up to this month let me know in the comments!
Well have a lovely week and I'll cya next Monday. :)

FOR THE LOVE OF BOOKS.

No bragging but I've read way too many books by now, so books is a natural topic that comes to my mind every time I begin a post, and any excuse to write a book post, honey! I'll take it😂

So todayyyyy! I'll be telling you about a few of the books I've read over the years that I loved (these are not my favourites but I love them) and you should read them, because I'm saying so (just kidding) it's because you'll love it.

Confess (Colleen Hoover 🙏) this book always, always probably forever will be on top of my list, it's even converted into a show if you wanna watch it. It's about an artist (Owen) and a girl (Auburn) who lost her love at a young age and then how they meet and how their lives are already connected all that stuff is really amazing.

"There are people you meet that you get to know then there are people you meet that you already know"

All the bright places (if you've read this book you know what and why it kills you) now this book is about a very skinny boy who's a bit different than most (Finch) and a girl(violet) who's pretending to be just like most but is fed of it because there's some grief she can't handle.

"The problem with people is they forget that most of the time it's the small things that count."

Divergent now to most people this book is very casual idk why, but this book is very inspiring if you actually pay attention to it; also it's quite exciting because of all the action (jumping out of trains and all you see). It's basically about the existence of 5 factions and then every child at 16 has to pick one and so it's a journey of Beatrice and how she picks a faction and survives.

"Becoming fearless is not the point. That's impossible. It's learning how to control your fear and how to be free from it."

The Last Leaf yeah I know it's a bit odd one but I've never been able to get this story out of my head, it's about a very sick lady depending on the fall of leaves to finish her journey of life.

"Because I want to see the last leaf fall.

I have done enough waiting. I have done enough thinking. I want to go sailing down, down, like one of those leaves."

Beautiful Disaster now I know most people are like (come on really?!) Haha lol sorry I told this is not a typical list. I love this book to bits and all the other parts, (eagerly waiting for the other parts Jamie McGuire if you happen to read this). It's the first in this genre that I ever read (as far as I can remember) It's about two people Abby and Travis (Goals!!!!) with very troubled past and how their lives intertwine or Travis makes them entangle.

" I belong to my beloved, my beloved is mine"

Well these are a few books that I love, that I highly recommend you read them, like right now!!
Let me know in the comments which book your reading right now.
I hope you have a lovely week.
I'll see ya next week. :)
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REASONS WHY I CANT WAIT FOR WINTER.

Oh my! Just thinking about it makes me so happy.
Winter is my favourite season of all, I'm obsessed with all things cold, you'd know if you'd have read my first post, winter being a whole three-four months of cold weather (I know some of you are like bleh!) I get very excited for it.
So I thought why not let you know the reasons why I get so excited for this season, it's usually the small things, but here we go.

The Clothes yup! All those sweaters, oversized jumpers, if you read my previous post you know that I love oversized clothing, it's like winter is the season to get comfy lol. It's just so much more easier to dress up in winter.

The Food Oh The food! Hot bowls of soups and all those cozy meals that I can eat without being a big sweaty mess after it. And the amount of celebrations in this season, yup that only means one thing, Great Food.

Then comes the comfort of being wrapped up in your blanket all the time and reading your favourite book with a hot cup of tea, it's the best feeling, yes I know.❤

The outdoors yes! This is the only season I don't mind going out. I mean early mornings, with crisp cold air(I promise I'm not a vampire), little warmth of the sun also since Autumn will have passed so the leaves are fallen all over I mean it doesn't get better than that.

Just writing about all this makes me so excited 👏👏
But I think I'll stop now😂
So there you go, here's my obsession with winter, let me know in the comments what is your favourite season, I'll be reading.
Hope you have a lovely week.
I'll cya next Monday :).

HAPPINESS

One word,
Description of every single thing that'll make you feel this emotion,
Maybe it could be for yourself or someone else,
Maybe it could be something you're trying to attain for someone else which in turn would make you smile,
It could be that playlist that you plug in and dance to your hearts content,
You could be writing all your thoughts on a blank piece of paper with the satisfaction that you'll remember this particular time just how you did back then,
A winter morning walk that you've been waiting to take down the street warms your heart even though the chilly wind is trying to freeze your nose,
Could be as foolish as throwing your head back and laughing at the most silly joke,
Could be as big as graduating and having your parents look at you with pride,
Curling up with a good book and hot cup of tea is what you begin to call your happy place,
You always do what you do,
For living this emotion - happiness,
Could be yours or for someone else,
But life revolves around it,
It always has,
It always should.
We always need to be happy.

I'll cya next Monday.
Hope you have a happy week.

Little Happiness Playlist
~ Bibia be ye ye - Ed Sheeran
~ Malibu - Miley Cyrus
~ I Lived - One Republic
~ I Got this feeling - Justin Timberlake

BEING PERFECT

As usual I was browsing through those blog challenges (their fun) and one of them was, if you could tell one thing to your reader's what would it be?
Well then I thought why not just spread out a little positivity, motivation and all those things.
Today's day and age is all about perfection and everyone is in the race to be the ultimate definition of it (I get slipped into it too)
But what is being perfect?
What is the real definition of perfect?
Moreover why is it important to be perfect?
What if we all are already perfect?
What I learned about perfection over the many years (when I tried to be perfect) is that we already are perfect in the best way possible.
There is nobody else in this world who can be you so aren't you already perfect at being this unique person that no one else can be.
Whatever your imperfections are (rather what you think your imperfections are) embrace​ them it could be a body feature, big feet, short stature, not-so-flat stomach blah blah forget them it's not important, to be a certain type - be you.
You're already perfect at that.
At being you.

       " Being Unique Is better than being perfect."

Hope I could motivate you a little bit.

Leave a comment down below about how you're feeling today.
I'll see you next Monday.
Have a lovely week. :)

IF PEOPLE WERE BOOKS.

Oh boy! If I owned a book for every type of person I've ever known, yeah just know my bookshelf would make you giddy.
But what if people were real books (in a way they are), life would have been so simple, you could read them so easily. (And also you would know which ones to 'not' to read)
       The kind of people that you absolutely love/like are like the books that you pick up to read and can't keep it down untill you have finished it completely and probably have gone back again to read your favourite bits.
       The kind that annoy the-you-know-what out of you (I'm still deciding if I wanna swear here so yeah) they would be the books that you fail to like regardless of the numerous re-reading of paragraphs.
      The kind of people you can't ever figure out; they would be the books that you fail to understand 'even' after you've finished reading the entire book (more so the authors perspective doesn't help too).
      The unexpected people that surprise you (in a good or bad way, you know things can go both ways) are exactly like the books that have a weird twist where your favourite fictional character dies or probably comes back to life after death.
      The people who you get caught up with when you shouldn't have are the books that you regret reading but oh well the book cover was oh so very attractive (at least that's what you thought then).
      Last but never the least the people that stuck around you regardless of the fact that sometimes they got on your nerves are like my favourite kind of books that never go the way you want but always teach you a lesson or two.(for me that book was 'It ends with us - Colleen Hoover' you should read it you'll know what I'm saying). This suddenly got very deep okhayy.

Anyways I hoped you liked that little comparison, was something different for me to write about (I'll tell you that).
Let me know in the comments below what book you're reading right now and if you have any recommendations that you can share I'd love to read and I'll be replying.
I'll be here next Monday.
Hope you have an amazing week. :)
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BLOG POST #6

Oh khayyy!
So, this Monday I wanted the blogpost to be of pieces that I had written over the years. Just so it's a very relaxed, laid-back​ and a leisure read. (So you can stay in your whole Monday blues mode and read it - I know I am)
Now bare in mind that I'm not a pro at this whole writing thing but I like writing (hence this whole fuss lol) whatever I see, understand what others feel or just some situation I wanna remember so I put it down in words (and then when I read it back I think - oh well!)
Annnyyways here goes​ nothing :),
Enjoy.
     

I WANT TO BE

"I want the universe to engulf me,

I want the stars to make me themselves and shine among them,

I want to be the orbit for the planets,

I want the ocean to make me it's waves.

I want to sway in the windstorm of this Earth,

I want to disintegrate into the flames of the volcano,

I want to be the wind that gives you chills,

I want to be the clouds in the sky.

I want to be the piece to complete everything.

I want to be everything."

SHE LIVES

"A flutter in her heart,

It beats with a purpose.

A bounce in her step,

She's gonna walk that extra mile.

A smile on her face,

She laughs a little louder today.

Is the sun shining a lot brighter?

Or is it the twinkle in those eyes?

incomprehensible as it seems,

She'd live this moment anyway."

HER HAPPINESS

"She is the sunshine,

In the darkest early morning;

She is the candle,

In a black room;

She is the sandman,

Inside pitch's heart.

Always shining,

Through the thick fog;

The darkness of the room,

Backs out and runs from her flames;

The gold in her is never tarnished,

even by the touch of fear.

With a smile so infectious,

She'll make your frown disappear;

The happiness on her face,

makes even the sad ones feel joy.

Her touch is like a ray of hope,

You pray that it bores through you."

Alright that's it!
Hope you enjoyed it, got a little positivity to start off your Monday.
Please like, comment, share - all that jazz; it feels really nice to know what you think.
I'll see you next Monday.
Hope you have a beautiful week:)

   
    

WHAT BOOKS TAUGHT ME.

I used to love reading books as a kid, especially in our English text book towards the end there were excerpts of novels and I used to love those. But then teenage happened and then; short forms and slangs happened (oh God when I read my old Facebook posts or texts I cringe so bad). Fortunately, I got back to reading novels properly (not just excerpts) since then lots has changed and there's so much I've learned.
And that is,
        That my vocabulary was not that great (It's become better now) ; speaking/typing in short forms is stupid (sorry not sorry) like I can't​ speak in slangs at all now - I don't​ even know most of them.   
        Then come expectations - not every romantic novel ends happily and not every situation can be miraculously solved.(But it still hurts when the leads in the books are not together). That sometimes everything is "not" gonna be ok in the end.
         Books are never gonna be like the movies because they are better than them (You're always gonna be sitting in the theatre saying 'oh but it was not suppose to be like that').
         Also there is the whole perception part - there is more to a person than just the face. (There is always a reason/back story - Think before judging); That there are so many more dimensions to look at when is comes to falling in love or just love in general. If you read books you are going to turn into an empathetic person whether you want it or not.
         Authors can be ruthless and kill your favourite character 'when needed' (yes - no mercy). It's ironic but books are the only thing that will give you peace and they are also gonna ruin it (because you're up till 3 in the morning thinking why did Finch have to die).
         The art of saving money - is something you're gonna be a pro at because you want that book, but also that same art is going to be thrown out the window of the bookstore you just entered.
But come on all this is ok because we love books (simple as that).

So there it is, books have really thought me a lot (in all the good ways). Let me know in the comments if you relate on any of this or your weird funny moments because you're a bookworm, I'll be reading and replying here.
Will be posting next Monday.
Hope you have a lovely week. :)

SKY IS THE LIMIT.

Yes! I'm about to ramble about the sky.(how poetic - I'm taking random quite literally)
So, for a while now I've been extremely obsessed with this magnificent hemisphere of the earth (or I've come to realise after all these years in my life).
Now, everyone has a reason for being obsessed with things, for me, I love the sky because ...This quote explains it better "The sky is always beautiful. Even when it’s dark or rainy or cloudy, it’s still beautiful to look at. It’s my favorite thing because I know if I ever get lost or lonely or scared, I just have to look up and it’ll be there no matter what...and I know it’ll always be beautiful" – Hopeless , Colleen Hoover. (Ta-daaaa)
Also, the sky is so flawless, not once does someone look up and not like what they see.
Plus, Being a professional dreamer myself (yup) it's just so beautiful to let all those thoughts wander in that open landscape. It's probably when you're​ experimenting with photography that's the first thing you focus your lens at, maybe that's why my instagram (check that out if you like) is filled with sky photographs.

So here it is my really random but most beautiful obsession, I just felt like I had to write about it, let me know in the comments what are your random obsession I'd love to read about them. Hope you're having a lovely day:)